Breathe

Last night was the worst yet. Between struggling to breathe and excruciating pain in my calves and bones I woke Alhamdulillah

I woke and breathed air into my lungs and gave thanks to Allah for putting me back

Today as I wrote this I am still struggling to breathe and go about the house without needing to stop or do things so slowly or I pass out but I am breathing I am alive I am grateful for every breath I breathe.

Questions come when we have tests and time such as why do we waste time with emotions and actions such as anger ignorance and insecurity with others when life is so short and death comes too soon. Death is the only thing we are guaranteed so why do we waste so much of life with these negative emotions and actions? Why aren’t we running towards the things we love instead of making excuses why we can’t when in one second this dunya could end. ?

Fear and anger are works of shaytan to remove you from Allah to remove you from peace and love

Alhamdulillah